I was in Charlottenburg today and everything was very clean. People were wearing expensive winter coats and buying books in small books shops. I bought a book and walked the street aimlessly up and down and sought for someone to carry me home. But no one did and I had to take the subway. An older woman asked me to open her bottle of water because she broke her arm wrist a year ago. She didn’t ask the man next to her. She changed her seat; the man didn’t smell very good. I went home and read the book I bought, it’s a very funny and very sad book. The author killed himself ten years after writing it. I watched a video of a girl I know briefly on a blog. She is with her boyfriend and they make a smoothie and talk about the qualities of the other: he is non-judgmental and she has an endearing smile. They do sports and live healthy. The video has fifteen thousand clicks and 53 people think they are cute. Yesterday we had a one year old child visiting, he destroyed a lot of things at our place I felt that was relieving.