off to düsseldorf for an event with ann and monika. gotta ask them about how they imagine ein gutes Buch blockiert also den Literaturbetrieb. reminds me of my fetishistic idea of seizing philosophy via literary theory. or writing something that might affect others in the way two or three books affected me. or like anke and my ideas about metanoia as a fundamental transformation of the intellect: reading a book and once we finish reading the world around us is no longer what it used to be. we only became who we are through a few such events.